Finding Me: the Whole She-bang

I decided to journal my new journey to finding me. For the past couple of months, I've struggled with who I am--who am I as a Christian, wife, mother, teacher, person. I've prayed. I've cried. I've laid in bed and done nothing but sleep and watch useless TV (just throwing it out there and keeping it honest). I haven't been a great person to anyone lately.  I haven't done anything to find myself. Then, I decided to make a change.

First up, trying boot camp. I saw a post on facebook from a friend of my sister and her transformation was AMAZING in just four short weeks. If she could have results like that, maybe there's a chance for me. I signed up for the very next class, a Saturday bleacher class. As I emailed Brandee, she told me I could do it, but it would be intense and difficult. I went anyway and LOVED it. More on Boot Camp later.

My next step, a cleanse (AdvoCare's 24 day challenge). I'm starting either this weekend or Monday; just whenever I can get to the grocery store to stock up on good, whole foods and commit 100% to the challenge.

My goal is to find myself physically, mentally, and spiritually.

I have a ways to go for the transformation of me, but I'm excited about the outcome to be.

Here's my before picture, the one where I said, "Holy crap! Is that really what I look like?"

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